Betrayal

I think you understand that this is for you. If you ever read this then just think bout the fact that i gave up the guy i loved for you. For your friendship. And now you gave up my trust. Did you think i wouldnt understand? Or that i would tell u to break up with her? I mean i understand that you love her and i've felt that way too and i would never tell you to go through that. But i guess you just dont know that

Suit yourself if you choose
Because have only me to lose
And I just wish you'd have told me before
Because then i wouldnt have been here, crying on the floor
And all this time i was here telling you
That youre the best, the only one thats true
But then i guess i wasnt all that right
Though even now i really wanna hug you tight
But it feels as if somethings broken between us
And maybe its that unending trust

Youre the only thing real to me
I was born to be free
And my free will is mine to claim
Though i might have to choose between you and fame
But just you saying my name
Is enough to make me a shy dame
For you are the most beautiful person i have ever met
And since then in my heart you i have kept
Coz maybe or maybe not
I might love you or i might not

Try to understand

Wrote this last night coz my mom started insulting my besy friend in front of me...

Why dont you go away
And why dont you just lemme stay
I guess that would be the best for you
And i guess that would be the best for me too
But you just dont realise that
Even though it remains a fact
That i care for him,more than i care for you
This is nothing other than what is true
Though i do love you,its true that
Otherwise who would put up with such crap
I mean you insulted my best buddy
Who's been with me through thick and thin, always steady
And had it been someone else i would have cussed hard
But when i was little,over me, you just fussed hard
So even though i love you
I love him too
And after this you're going to think that we're together
Just wish you'd know that we're only best friends forever

I want you back

I want my sweetheart back.....

This divide's so great
For a short time maybe
But deep inside
I still do miss my baby

The way your breathe on my face
From a million miles i can trace
Is the way i want it to be
And this logic i hope you can see

And that smile of yours
That makes my heart skip a beat
And every time i see you
The way i wanna kiss you

And everytime u pass by
It kinda makes me cry
Because even if on the outside
It might not actually feel
As if my love for you
Is actually for real;

I have loved you
And i do love you
I still feel it inside of me
And so i hope that you see
And that to you its clear
How much i miss you,my dear

I will be there

to everyone who i realllly care about

And yes that applies to you tarzan.....

I will be there for you

Whatever it takes

May the ground shake

Or my heart break

I will be there

If you need a friend

If you need a foe

Or maybe someone as gentle as a doe

And the world may prove you wrong

But at you side i will stand

Through thick and through thin

if you lose or if you win

The way i love you

is like none other

For you feel true to me,

Than even maybe my own mother

Because like a sweet starling

you are my darling

And though i will be there forever

I know that

To this you will just say sure whatever...

Jeus suit desolat

This is a poem from me to you...... I am sorry about that mistake i made.....i just want to apologize

Jeus suit desolat

is what i wanna say

For everything i've done to you

For every wound I've given you

Jeus suit desolat

For never caring

For never pulling over

When you were sad, when you were lonely

I never knew you, my one and only

But i loved you

And i love you

Forever evermore

Wishing all the time that we were together

every second, every hour ,every minute

My love for you has no limit

So at last all i wanna say is jeus suit desolat

NOTE: Jeus suit desolat means " i am sorry" in french since france was where i wrote this poem.

It is pronounced as Je- svi- dezolay-

I miss you

So this is a poem for my best friend Rujul about how much i missed him when i was away on vacation in Europe.... this poem was scribbled by me on a tissue in the restaurant where we had our dinner on the last night in Paris

I miss you

It hurts you know

So much that i could cry

Was just thinking about your laugh

Your sweet voice

Your bright face

Like ambrosia to my eyes

That which makes my day

It hurts even more every second

just to think of you

A pain sweet

A pain tender

Sometimes i cant live with you

And sometimes seems like I would die without you

You're my best buddy

My sore spot too

My sweetest sweetheart

My cutie pie is you

I love you

Forever and always as i say

But even more is the degree

To which i love you today.

Best friend

THe first time i saw you

Didnt make much diference to me

But now a days it seems like

You're the only thing thats true

I love the way you smile

Even when you're upset

The way you can see through

My thickest veils of despair

You're the reason i'm alive today

And also the reason I drank benadryl that sunday

I love you sweety, my sweetheart

Like my twin brother

You make my dullest days shine

Like the sun on the brilliant horizon

You make me wake up everyday to see you

And the first thing i think of is always you

You make me smile

Like mo one has ever been able to

And when you make me cry

I feels like you have no clue

But i know that you know me the best

As i do know you my bestest

Sometimes i wonder how life would be

Without you to lead me

But then i just ignore such a nightmare

After all wherever you are

I will always be there

The Perfect guy

This is for my crush.... the guy that keeps me awake all night long.....

Many might ask

Who's a perfect guy

You're that one guy for me

And to the rest i can say buh byee

Your dark hair

Waving in the wind

Your dramatic frown

As precious as a crown

Your heavenly smile

that makes me want to see you

every once in a while

That touch of you hand

That made my day

Your cute little uh-huh

That makes my heart throb

My perfect guy not mine anymore

Your flaws that make you desirable even more

As i loved you, i will love you forever

Something i didnt realize

When we were together

A mistake

This is a poem about one of the biggest mistakes of my life that i made

And if you are reading this then just know that i repent that choice.... and i'm sorry.....

A mistake was what i made

Saying yes to him like that

And i know that what i did was bad

And as much as i wish with all my heart

To throw it away like all those cards

I know that i cant

Those were memories

Parts of my life

Things which i will never forget

Till the moment i die

Memories that i will hold in my heart

Everytime i cry

Human as I am, I made that mistake

I wish i could turn it around

For there is a lot at stake

He was a bad desicion

One that i made in haste

I wish i could make you believe

That I was the one that was chaste.

But all I can ask of you right now

Is that glorious smile

That make everyone of my tears worthwhile

Twlight saga

This is a poem about the twilight saga and its basically from bella's point of view. I am a very biggg fan of the the twilight saga and ofcourse Robert pattinson so after i read the books and watched twilight i just got a pen and paper and started scribbling and wrote this down...
So here it is :

In the night, I hear the cries
I hear you now by my side
Ican feel you tense as i get closer
I can feel you restraint getting lesser and lesser
I feel your ever white marble chest
My fingers feeling ever so coarse
And me as imperfect as can be

I know you love me
I love you too
Wishing all the time that i was one like you
And now you finally agree
To make me a forever one
So we can be together
Till the end of eternity

But then comes Rennesme
I am torn between love and life
And as i am dying
You change me

I never do scream once
But the unending seeming fire does exist
And then suddenly it ends
leaving me stronger
And almost as perfect as you

I open my eyes
the world is different now
My defination of perfection
seems far too imperfect now

I see myself
My eyes as red as rubies
And my skin as white as pearl
But when i look at you my memories of you
Seem far too dull
You look like a god
Ambrosia to my eyes
your scent, your gait, your voice
like my own brand of heroine

Then i see Rennesme
My Rennesme, so beautiful.......
My anger knows bounds
as i see the truth

Jacob and Rennesme bound till eternity
But i see her happy
It matters no more

Then come the volturi
Friends and family stand as one
the volturi outnumbered
Stop and listen
Rennesme proven innocent
But Iriana killed instead

And now, presently we kiss
As if we are the only ones that exist
In a void of nothingness.........