Betrayal

I think you understand that this is for you. If you ever read this then just think bout the fact that i gave up the guy i loved for you. For your friendship. And now you gave up my trust. Did you think i wouldnt understand? Or that i would tell u to break up with her? I mean i understand that you love her and i've felt that way too and i would never tell you to go through that. But i guess you just dont know that

Suit yourself if you choose
Because have only me to lose
And I just wish you'd have told me before
Because then i wouldnt have been here, crying on the floor
And all this time i was here telling you
That youre the best, the only one thats true
But then i guess i wasnt all that right
Though even now i really wanna hug you tight
But it feels as if somethings broken between us
And maybe its that unending trust

Youre the only thing real to me
I was born to be free
And my free will is mine to claim
Though i might have to choose between you and fame
But just you saying my name
Is enough to make me a shy dame
For you are the most beautiful person i have ever met
And since then in my heart you i have kept
Coz maybe or maybe not
I might love you or i might not

Try to understand

Wrote this last night coz my mom started insulting my besy friend in front of me...

Why dont you go away
And why dont you just lemme stay
I guess that would be the best for you
And i guess that would be the best for me too
But you just dont realise that
Even though it remains a fact
That i care for him,more than i care for you
This is nothing other than what is true
Though i do love you,its true that
Otherwise who would put up with such crap
I mean you insulted my best buddy
Who's been with me through thick and thin, always steady
And had it been someone else i would have cussed hard
But when i was little,over me, you just fussed hard
So even though i love you
I love him too
And after this you're going to think that we're together
Just wish you'd know that we're only best friends forever

I want you back

I want my sweetheart back.....

This divide's so great
For a short time maybe
But deep inside
I still do miss my baby

The way your breathe on my face
From a million miles i can trace
Is the way i want it to be
And this logic i hope you can see

And that smile of yours
That makes my heart skip a beat
And every time i see you
The way i wanna kiss you

And everytime u pass by
It kinda makes me cry
Because even if on the outside
It might not actually feel
As if my love for you
Is actually for real;

I have loved you
And i do love you
I still feel it inside of me
And so i hope that you see
And that to you its clear
How much i miss you,my dear

I will be there

to everyone who i realllly care about

And yes that applies to you tarzan.....

I will be there for you

Whatever it takes

May the ground shake

Or my heart break

I will be there

If you need a friend

If you need a foe

Or maybe someone as gentle as a doe

And the world may prove you wrong

But at you side i will stand

Through thick and through thin

if you lose or if you win

The way i love you

is like none other

For you feel true to me,

Than even maybe my own mother

Because like a sweet starling

you are my darling

And though i will be there forever

I know that

To this you will just say sure whatever...

Jeus suit desolat

This is a poem from me to you...... I am sorry about that mistake i made.....i just want to apologize

Jeus suit desolat

is what i wanna say

For everything i've done to you

For every wound I've given you

Jeus suit desolat

For never caring

For never pulling over

When you were sad, when you were lonely

I never knew you, my one and only

But i loved you

And i love you

Forever evermore

Wishing all the time that we were together

every second, every hour ,every minute

My love for you has no limit

So at last all i wanna say is jeus suit desolat

NOTE: Jeus suit desolat means " i am sorry" in french since france was where i wrote this poem.

It is pronounced as Je- svi- dezolay-

I miss you

So this is a poem for my best friend Rujul about how much i missed him when i was away on vacation in Europe.... this poem was scribbled by me on a tissue in the restaurant where we had our dinner on the last night in Paris

I miss you

It hurts you know

So much that i could cry

Was just thinking about your laugh

Your sweet voice

Your bright face

Like ambrosia to my eyes

That which makes my day

It hurts even more every second

just to think of you

A pain sweet

A pain tender

Sometimes i cant live with you

And sometimes seems like I would die without you

You're my best buddy

My sore spot too

My sweetest sweetheart

My cutie pie is you

I love you

Forever and always as i say

But even more is the degree

To which i love you today.